Rainy Love

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或许我不再出现
爱才值得你怀念
你也不想见
见了也不变
你痛哭转身的局面

或许我放得坚决
你才允许让回忆浮现
是苦还是甜
想起我的脸
希望不是眼泪的咸

我只好离你远远
却已伤害你遍遍
我不配 你的美
竟把你爱得狼狈

可是我离你越远
你越近靠在我眼前
已不见 你幸福
爱我的脸

或许我放得坚决
你才允许让回忆浮现
是苦还是甜
想起我的脸
希望不是眼泪的咸

我只好离你远远
却已伤害你遍遍
我不配 你的美
竟把你爱得狼狈

可是我离你越远
你越近靠在我眼前
已不见 你幸福
爱我的脸

还欠你太多誓言
我已没资格实践
挥霍近近贴着你的从前
而现在的我只好离你远远
却已伤害你遍遍
我不配 你的美
竟把你爱得狼狈

可是我离你越远
你越近靠在我眼前
已不见 你幸福
爱我的脸

( 在远远 你幸福 我会看见 )

*Yang Huiyi
*21 May 90
*JTPS{1C,2CC,3CC,4E,5F,6F}
*CTSS{1a1,2a1,3a1,4a1}
*NP Accountancy
*huiyi_721@hotmail.com
Missing u


%theLOVES;
HUIYI loves
~ Visiting lala land
~ Music-ing
~ Meaningful Chinese songs
~ Internet-ing
~ TV-ing
~ Horoscope-ing
~ Volleyball
~ Stars & moon
~ Being in e rain
~ honey milk tea, peach red tea, blue coral ice
~ all kind of eggs
~ 7, 21

Last but not least, the 'DEVIL' =DD

Oh, and she ABSOLUTELY adores,
^Rynn Lin Yu Zhong!!!
^Mayday ^Fahrenheit ( Arron )
^Fang Jiong Bin ( AhBin )
^Danson Tang
^HIM



%theDESIRES;
HUIYI absolutely DESIRE
*grow TALLER
*a BIG BIG DOGGIE soft toy
*more n more nice clothings
*mp3
*digital camera/video cam
*contact lens
*Sims games
*GOLDEN RETRIVER
*meet my White Horse
*score WELL in my exams

Friday, March 31, 2006 - :

thx tecky fer ur chicken sandwich..

;it's raining men at 8:38:00 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 - :

my love language,
quailty time..
meaning enjoys spending time wif other ppl..
even though dere is no chatting nor wat,
as long as e person is by ur side ure satisfied le..
but,
does dat = to being n*****t?
if it is,
den i wuld rather have other things as my love language..
be it physical touch, acts of service, gifts or words of affirmation..
cuz,
i hate dat feeling!
i really do..!

;it's raining men at 4:28:00 PM

- :

haiz..
so long nvr update le..
been so busy wif my hw..
finally manage to finish 2 assignments le..
hehe.. =)

well...
sth gd n sth bad happen during dis 2 weeks..
but mostly bad..
sigh..
lets go date by date bahx..

firstly, 18/03
watched nanny macphee wif tecky n da bian at cine..
e movie was quite nice..
hahas..
funny too..
den in front of us got some gals took out their hp to take pic of it..
i wonder why..
hehe.. =P
den afta dat went fer my guitar lesson as usual..

20/03
afta 19 daes,
we finally tok..
but..
e feeling was totally diff..
haiz..
why can 1 relationship onli able to go through one setback..?
why is our relationship so weak..?
i wanna give up le..
maybe we are not destined to be together bahx..

23/03
mic bdae!!!
hahas..
went out to buy cake fer her afta sch..
yummy!!~
veri long time didnt eat cake le..
hahas..
den afta dat we 3 went to watch shaggy dog at jp..
e show damn nice sia..
hehe..
cuz its cute n funny..
e animals inside dere are really cute!!!
e snake wif furry tail, e monkey, e 'bullfrog' n etc...
hahas..
all of them are juz so cute..
zhang da hou wo yi ding yao yang gou!!!
hehe..

28/3
rmb i took part in e sva competition last year..?
well, we won a merit...
sigh..
dunno if i shld be happy or not..
why muz it come back to hunt me again..?
i tot everything was over le yet dis thing pop out again..
i hate dis!!!
haiz..
well,
i promised some1 dat i will go on stage to receive e award..
n dis was e dae..
was chatting wif tecky happily when my 'lao po' came n pull me away..
sigh..
if onli i was absent dat dae..
i reallie dun wan to go on stage!
haiz..
but it was too late le..
so waited dere when dey announced e thingy..
'yang huiyi, e editor'
dats e signal fer me to go n receive e certificate..
when i walked past e sec 1s,
i heard them saying,
why her face like so sad or unhappy..
sigh..
at dat moment, i reallie feel like bursting into tears..
i wanted to look at him fer his support n some encouragement..
i wanted to see him if he was clapping fer me..
i wanted to see him if he was happy fer me..
i juz wanted to look at him...
cuz he was e reason why i decided to go on stage..
but i didnt...
i did wat i promised,
but not with a happy mood..
why..?
cuz i used 2 frenships to exchange dis award..
do u think is worth it..?
if i was given a choice,
i wuld rather not receive e award than to lose 2 frenships..
haiz..
i reallie feel like tearing e certificate up into small pieces n throw them into e wind.....

todae, 29/03..
my class pissed another teacher off again..
mrs gan..
well,
she walk out of e class todae saeing i dun like it when ppl slp in my class..
n fer e next lesson,
she didnt come..
sigh..
got a blasting by miss chen lata..

anyway,
sth funny happen too..
hehe..
was standing at e staircase outside general office fer no reason..
juz stood dere fer ard 5-10 mins..
den afta dat got a guy ( relief teacher ) came down..
i was 'staring' at him all e way..
fer no reason..
hahas..
so sharon was like i think a bit blur blur de bahx..
look at me den him n me n him,
until he reached e ground..
den he ask is dere sth on his face,
why i kip looking at him?
hahas..
den sharon sae he came back here b4 or dunno wat,
i forgot le..
but she seems to noe him
hehe..
xing han walked past us when we were discussing abt him..
he seems to noe him too..
hahas..
so i was dere blurring n kip on asking them how they noe him de..
den xh said he used to be a student here..
a badminton player too..
hahas..
b4 he walk away i asked him how old was he..
n he said 2 yrs older den ask..
so i was there thinking if he noe my bro anot..
cuz my bro used to be in e badminton team oso..
sharon said shld be not..
cuz she calculated their yrs..
but in e end,
he still noes my bro..
hahas..
i asked him if he noe a senior called yao hua,
den he said xin yang arr..?
hahas..
he oso said i look like him..
grr....
lolz..
cuz hes onli older den us by 2 yrs now..
dunno how many mths lata,
he will be older den us by 3 yrs le..
lolz..
so fun sia..
it was like when he enter e sch, my bro was in sec 4..
den when i enter e sch, he was in sec 4..
hahas..
its juz so funny!!~

;it's raining men at 3:37:00 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006 - :

e 3 days workshop finaly finish le..
nt sure if i shld be happy or not..
hahas..
still rmb e first dae of it,
we were still deciding whether to go fer e next 2 daes..
but now..
it has ended le..
hahas..

noe alot abt me frm it..
hehe..
im a rite-brain person..
n im a INFP.. =)
yup yup..
so fer those E ppl,
try not to find me k..?
hehe..
jk jk..

overall,
had a lot of fun during e workshop..
laughters culd be heard veri often..
hahas..
n i oso receive a ribbon tonite, with words on it..
who i am make a difference
we are suppose to gif it to other ppl too n continue e cycle..
i alrdy tot of e person i wanna gif to le..
lets hope i have enuff courage to do so bahx..
hehe..

;it's raining men at 11:13:00 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006 - :

one week holi finally arrived..
but i didnt get to enjoy it..
haiz..

mon n tues..
went to sch fer hist(mon),chem n maths
frm 7.30 until 3 plus 4..
so sianz man..

den yst, today n tmr will be going back sch again..
fer e stupid 'camp'..
haiz..
why didnt i go fer e adam khoo worshop during jan..?
am i regretting now?
hahas..
i noe i shld not..
cuz i have fun during e sec 1 camp wif him ard..
guess i have fallen fer him le bahx..
hehe.. =)

im so tired!!
argh!!

;it's raining men at 7:03:00 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006 - :

6:10pm..
i cried while listening to a song..
wo men dou hui cuo
by wilber pan..

ni ting shi jian ta yi bu yi bu wang qian zou
ni zhi dao de dao zui hou ai ni de shi wo
ni kuai le ma wo xin zong zhi you zhe ju hua
wo hui ba yan lei shou zai kou dai zong
yi ge ai qing xi ti
yi zong wei wan dai xu
yi sheng zai shan gu zong da han de wo ai ni
qing ai de wo men dou hui cuo
you she me bu neng yuan liang ne

p.s: sorry fer e wrong han yu pin ying if deres any..

;it's raining men at 6:58:00 PM

Saturday, March 11, 2006 - ~so near yet so far~ :

finally expreience wat dat phrase mean,
2 days ago..

was on e bus on my way home
looking at my hp when i saw someone at e corner of my eyes
first reaction, turn immediately..
guess who i saw..?
my laopo....
haiz..
dat was e 8th day we nvr tok le..
wanted to shout out de,
but i juz cant..
why?
cuz i was on e air-condition bus while she was walking home..
even though we were less den 200m apart,
but it juz seem so far to me when e bus juz carried on moving..

haiz..
why muz heaven be so cruel..?
why muz dey play dis kind of jokes on me..?
i cant take it anymore le..
really.....
pls let me go.. T_T

;it's raining men at 12:27:00 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006 - :

juz realized dat its been a mth since i last blogged..
hahas..
time juz flies..

have been so busy doing my homework..
new homework everyday when i haven even finish e old ones..
haiz..
wonder when can i ever clear my maths assignments..?

bad things have oso happened to me again..
haiz..
why cant i juz have a beta n happy life..?
why?!
sometimes i juz wished i could disappeared frm dis world..
but i noe i promised a person le..
so i wun do dat..
n im sure wif all his 'counselling',
i will soon pick myself up n carry on life as normal..

Things dat made me happy:

Adriano is so CUTE!!!
hahas..
he sang my anata last nite..
his dance was cute..
n his expression oso..
he is juz so KAWAII..
esp when e judges comment on him using e word 'huo chu qu'..
den he give e blur blur look..
cuz he dun understand..
it was like So Cute!!~
hehe..
im gonna go crazy over him le..
but haiz.....
yiyuan out le..
sobx sobx.. ='(

anyway,
have a veri sweet dream last nite..
heex..
dreamt dat i was together wif him,
holding hands n went out together..
but i dun like e ending,
cuz we somehow got seperated n was trying to find him when.......
i woke up..
haiz..
why cant i ever finish a happy dream..?
hope dat i can carry on dis dream tonite n have a happy ending..
hehe..

last but nt least,
lets hope fer a beta tmr bahx..

;it's raining men at 8:45:00 PM