Sunday, June 04, 2006
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yst, 3th of june,
was prob e worse day of my life..
i was thinking this might happen
but i still have faith in u..
thus,
i changed e date of my guitar lesson..
n u proved to me that i make e correct move..
i was shocked n grateful fer dat..
but,
i didnt except e worse was yet to come..
i waited anxiously fer ur reply..
mins passed, hrs passed..
yet,
still no reply frm u..
so i called..
twice, my call was rejected..
that was when im starting to have a bad feeling again..
juz then,
my phone rang..
e display name was u but it was another person on e other side..
she explain to me that u were playing n seemed to wanna hung up e phone immediately..
n so,
i didnt get e info i wan..
but before dat,
i heard some giggles..
n my imagination run wild again..
i kept on pondering why..
but i could find e ans..
cuz i noe that u are not that kind of person..
finally,
i cant take it anymore n decided to call wx..
i was telling him wat had happened when e tears juz flow out..
i tried stopping it but failed..
i dunno why..
wx oso said that u werent dat kind of person..
but i cant erase e sadness in my heart..
dats when wx decided to help me check out wats going on..
mins lata,
u called..
n explained everything to me..
n then,
u asked me if i want to go again..
i rejected at first..
but i could sae no anymore afta u pursuaded me to go..
afta dat,
i called wx again..
he too told me not to go..
but i could not bring myself out to sae no..
therefore,
i decided to take e risk..
e feeling was awkward when i first reached..
but u were nice to me..
n it calm me down..
as e time passes,
i started to enjoy myself even though i wasnt toking to e gals..
e game dead or alive 2 was fun..
n it cheered me up..
thanks fer ur 'gathering'..
n big thanks to wx fer helping me to sort everthing out..
;it's raining men at 2:55:00 PM
