Friday, October 26, 2007
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feeling damn moody now
haiz
do u noe how envious i was when i heard my classmates toking abt their parents..?
abt how they hug each other..
abt how they joke ard..
abt how they went shopping together..
and so on...
all e fun times they have together
but wat abt me..?
all i got was e naggings frm granny and
e scoldings frm u when i do sth wrong
yet not a praise when i did sth rite
all i ever wanted was juz a bit of family warmth
why muz u deprive me of dat..?
e concern which i wan frm u is not those qns dat u ask me everytime
where am i going..
where did i go last nite until so late
wat do i wan fer lunch..
and all those qns abt studies and exam
NO!
this is not e type of concern i wan
wat i wanted was juz some fatherly love and care frm u
and some warmth in dis family
u nvr know how i feel
u nvr seem to be happy wif wat i do and wat i get
like my previous guitar lessons
not being able to learn piano has alrdy been my greatest regret
yet u still deprive me frm my guitar
im alrdy paying e fees my own
wat more do u wan..?
like my results in sch
u nvr seem to be happy wif wat grades i got
all u noe is juz to compare me wif others
compare me wif e better ones
but i am who i am!
stop comparing me wif them!
i hate dis!
i noe im not as clever as them
i noe i watch tv all e time
but dat doesnt mean i dun study!
haiz
sometimes i juz wonder wat do i study fer
my mother will say study fer my future
but wif all those negative comments frm u have make me dislike studying
all those efforts dat i've put in
it seems so.... i dunno
it juz made me felt like there's no reason fer studying at all
since u were nvr satisfied
im still a teenager!
wat i wanted was juz to grow up happily!
to be cheerful and smile everyday!
and to be doted by u
like when i was young
but i noe all these will be impossible
haiz
if werent fer dat promise i had made to him
i wonder where wuld i be now
how many times have i tot of jumping down
how many times have i tot of taking dat penknife and cut it down my wrist
im juz a failure inside out
be it family
or frens
or even my relationships
nth ever seems to be right fer me
haiz
im so sick of this
i have no more strength to live in dis cruel reality anymore...
and all i wished fer now is juz to go into deep slp and nvr to be woken again...
;it's raining men at 8:04:00 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
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went to watch movie on last fri
hahas
suppose to go fer guitar lesson de
but somehow no mood to go
so in e end,
end up in west mall watching e movie,
last breath
erm... e movie mahx,
nothing to say
hahas
cuz i catch no balls
too many qn marks above my head le
so whoeva went to watch le and understand it,
faster come and explain to me!
heex
afta dat,
went to a block beside west mall
and sat at e stairs at e 26th floor
e scenery there was not bad...
and we played games
hahas
but b4 dat,
something or rather,
someone made me angry
roar!
A hungry huiyi is An angry huiyi,
A hungry huiyi plus An angry huiyi is a 'dun come near me, i bite' huiyi!
;it's raining men at 5:18:00 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
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SCC today was fun!
humourous!
and dunno wat...
hahas
we were suppose to either act a skit and write a song fer e product
and out of e 6 products,
my grp kana e condom!
lolz!
so now i noe wat e condom looks and feels like
you you de,
xiang xiang de, ( ours got jasmine smell worr )
hahas
it's thin and durable too
lolz!
why do i sound like a promoter fer condom..?
opps! =X
anyway,
it was damn funny
cuz my grp opened e condom and play
filled it wif water den play like a yoyo
but it didnt burst until xueting play wif it
lolz!
okok,
enuff of condom b4 i get high again
wahahaahhahahas
;it's raining men at 3:11:00 AM
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has been 3 days since sch started
nth much basically cuz no tutorial on first week
heex
but im stuck in TA01 again
wonder if that's a good thing
cuz onli 3 outsiders in my class
may means dat we will be hanging wif e same click of ppl again
sighh~
dun like e feeling of dis...
;it's raining men at 3:03:00 AM
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went to kbox on tues
wif huihui,xuefeng,liwen and eug
it was fun
got to sing a lot of songs
a lot of my fav songs
hahas
but most of them were those emo kind de
guess i hafta bring myself out of them soon
shld try listening to those happy/fast kind de
den i will be happy oso!
heex
but i didnt get to sing kao an!
cuz they were rushing home...
=(
and i swear,
that will be e 1st song i gonna sing next time when i go!
((=!nnyrevoli
;it's raining men at 2:58:00 AM
Monday, October 15, 2007
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whee~
now to e chalet le!
wahahahas
had lots of fun during e chalet! =))
met them at tampines mall b4 taking bus 29
was veri late due to last min packing
heex
but there's still ppl late-er den me
and it was e guys
oh man,
guys again...
why are guys so prone to late nowadays..?
hahas
so reached e chalet at abt 4plus
wif jiayi,chien wen,xueting,ken,gary,dickson and winston
yup yup
e place was big!
hahas
there's a living room,kitchen,a dinning area (but we didnt use it)
and 4 bedrooms on e 2nd floor
so me,chien wen and xueting shared a room
slacked at e living room lata while zhiwei and fun joined us
den we went to changi village fer dinner
dinner was so-so i guessed
heex
didnt want to go party world afta dat de
but becuz of some reasons,
still went there afterall
so didnt joined e daiso peeps e next day
heex, paiseh!
will join ur all next time.. =))
so yea,
went party world wif jiayi,avier,chien wen,xueting,ken and gary
woot!
it was fun
juz sing and sing and sing!
all e way until 12 i think
heex
i wanna go again! ^^
walked to a kopitam lata while they all had supper
wasnt feeling hungry then so didnt ate wif them
juz dabao a fish burger back to e chalet
heex
and here's a lame joke fer u guys (by chien wen)
why do u throw a butter down..?
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..
...
to see butter-fly!
hahas
i bet u are laughing now.. =D
cabbed back to chalet lata cuz no more bus le
and we bought wine!
woo~
long time nvr drink le
wahahahahas
anyway,
we played murderer at e living room got back
and shifted to e bedroom lata
murderer was fun!
heex
u nvr noe who's e killer and when u will die
but ken was kinda poor thing
cuz he kept on getting killed first
so if he didnt die in e first round,
u will noe who's e murderer le
hahas
was enjoying dis game until halfway
someone hafta go and someone replaced him
eeyer!
didnt want to have any hand contact wif him at all
lucky we get to change place soon
if not i will die man
hahas.. XD
continued e game at e bedroom fer a while
den play another game
e hand de
where u hafta pai e floor to kip it going
it was kinda boring
opps!
so changed game lata and they played truth or dare
while i wenta lie on e bed
kinda hate dis game a lot
and i dun suppose i will play it in my entire life
unless things dun go e way i wanted again
heex
so i became a spectator and watched them while they do e dare
all those licking and e 69
it was fun watching them
hahas
so we didnt slp fer e whole nite
and they were crapping while i went fer my dental appointment
sth bad happened along e way
dun wish to mention it
but they were all aslp when i got back
lolz
lucky there's still zhi wei to open e door fer me
if not i wuld have made choco cake at e doorstep le
opps! =X
so ya,
found a corner at e room den start slping
and thanks gary fer e blanket!
heex
went up to e bed to slp lata afta chien wen woke up
and had a peaceful slp until a 'BOOM' woke me up
turns out dat e bed dickson and ken shared juz collapse
opps!
wonder wat violent movement they did on e bed
*ahem ahem
wahahahahhas
so onli manage to have 1plus hr of slp b4 waking up
and waited fer them to finish bathing
b4 heading fer brunch
breakfast cum lunch
heex
walked back to e chalet lata and had some slp b4 e bbq
and e food was yummy!
hahas
there's e octopus and e sting ray
plus e spagetti
yum yum
hahas
dis shld be e most delicious bbq so far
oh ya!
almost forgot to mention dat someone steal my wine
grrr!
cuz i onli drank half e bottle last nite
leaving e other half to be drank tonite
but who noes, someone stole it
argh!#@$#!$
like wat kindaichi always says
wo du shang wo ye ye de ming sheng,
xiong shou jiu zai wo meng li mian
sth like dat de...
but i still dunno who stole my wine
ROAR!
watched tv lata b4 they suggested heading to OCH
eeyer!
sound so eerie!
hahas
we went there in abt a grp of 10
me,steve,jiayi,avier,chien wen and ken a grp
while e rest a grp
dun reallie noe them
hahas
e place was reallie veri dark
and all we had was juz a few mini torchlights and e lights frm handphone
and and there was this place where it was infested wif big big big red ants
and ouch!
it bit me
twice!
it was so pain
lolz
so we walk round e place
seems like a lot of ppl went there b4
cuz there were drawings and stuffs
and then there was this when me and steve went downstairs first
cuz it felt a bit chilled
hahas
so we turned to one corner and look inside
den we pretend to be secretive and trick e others into looking in as well
turn out it juz happen to be e back of e stairs
hahas
and we walked further down and back to e beginning where we started
den steve kip insisting dat he wanna find e mob
so e trip didnt juz end there
avier brought us to a slope where it was veri deep and dark inside
a police car juz went in so we stayed at e junction,
pretend we were doing sth while waiting fer it to come out
hahas
and at last,
we reached e place
it was pitch dark
and there were offerings outside
it seemed so eerie inside too
seemed like e place steve wanted
we stayed at outside deciding if we shld go in
cuz it was reallie creepy
den suddenly someone said it was not good inside
he sounded so serious
so we all decide to leave eventually
phew~
think i will onli dare to go in there when is bright and sunny
hahas
so that marks e end of our journey
went back to e chalet and play murderer again
den gossip a bit
b4 going to slp..
woke up quite late next morning
cuz reallie too tired le
hahas
packed and got rdy to leave le
was feeling veri hungry at dat time
but didnt follow them to go eat
instead went to take mrt and go home
and i slept on e whole journey back
it was when i reach dover den i suddenly 'huh, dover le?'
den jiayi bluff me dat i snore veri loud juz now when i was aslp
almost got trick by him
lolz
reach home and slp again
all e way till 6+
thus,
didnt go fer scc
heex
paiseh, didnt mean to de
so yea,
end of chalet story!
*clap clap*
heex ^^
;it's raining men at 2:49:00 AM
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yo!
im back!
miss me..?
wahahahhahas
so yea,
to continue,
candida joined us lata wif e candles =))
so we wenta find a spot by e sea and started playing e candles
but we shifted lata to e ship at e playground
and there were this bunch of kids
trying to blow e candles wheneva we light it
so all of a sudden
it became a game station there
hahas
kids juz come and blow
and winning e leftover tibits
opps!
hahas
e kids did asked us if they culd blow
den candida reply wat if i sae cannot, will u be sad..?
but they ignored her
so bad rite..
hahas
we played uno stacko lata
and one of e kid joined us
oh man...
he was so !@%@#$!
hahas
wat happen to kids now nowadays
cant imagine how my kids will behave next time
opps!
still long way to go
wahahahhahas
so ya,
davin walked me home lata
while huihui,eug and timo board e bus to je
and candida walked home herself
-The End-
3) my date wif candida!
hahas
think is e first time dat we went out so far together
to marina square
cuz we always hang out at bt timah or west coast onli
heex
went there to spend my 10 dollars voucher
had it fer so long
and 31st was e last day le
so hafta rush down last min
heex
ended up buying 4 shirts
while candida bought 2
wow!
total cost = $20
minus e voucher
heex
thanks gal fer accompaning me!
manage to crap a lot
and snap a lot at e toilet!
hahas
cya soon and miss ya! =))
;it's raining men at 1:56:00 AM
Monday, October 08, 2007
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2) Outing at WCP
yeah baby!
hahas
our first daiso outing was held at WCP on 29 sept
though there's onli e 5 of us
but candiida joined us lata!
heex.. =))
and times have changed
really
now it has become e gals waiting fer guys le
lolz!
me and huihui reached e interchange at 2
once again,
we were on time
hahas
but e guys were late!
roar!
wat happen wat happen..?
shld'nt it be e guys waiting fer gals..?
how can it be another way round
shame on you all
wahahahahahhas
juz kidding!
so next time i shall be late when i meet them
heex
took 282 to sheng siong lata to buy some food fer our little pinic
which include,
a cheesecake
a bottle of blueberry tea
and 2 packets of snacks
heex
was listening to my bro's mp3 while walking to WCP
den i heard dis veri veri low key and a bit slow verison of tong hua
lolz
dunno why my bro still had it in his mp3
it sounded so like a cui mian qu
wahahahahhas.. XDD
reached there like den find a sheltered area to sit down
and opps!
we shoo-ed a couple away
hahas
oh well,
so we had our cheesecake
and played truth or dare
or rather,
juz truth
cuz i dun wanna play de
i've nvr played dis b4
ever since dat idiot guy called me during his game
roar!
but bo bian...
they insisted me to play,
so juz entertain them..?
wahahahahhas..
lolz
wenta climb e pyramid lata
oh man...
e guys were damn fast larr
like monkey like dat
zoom zoom zoom
den reach e top le
while i was down dere climbing
hahas
den met this little jap gal
she was wearing a blue colour dress
so i suppose e guys down there had some pretty good view eh..
heex
we chatted a bit b4 she went down
soon, we got down also and joined huihui a while b4 heading to mac fer our dinner
and you guys noe wat..
is alrdy 3 in e morning le
time fer me to slp!
esp since i slept so late last nite
lolz
and i still gotta wake up early tmr to pack my bag fer chalet and help my bro play maple
busy busy busy
hahas
so, tata~! ^^
;it's raining men at 2:40:00 AM
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okie,
shall changed to a beta mood to post abt e 3 things which i promised days ago
heex
1)life in daiso fer 11 days
well,
not e first time i worked there le
hahas
but this time e experience is totally diff
cause i get to make new frens
unlike last time
lolz
but i still did e same old thing
tidying up e place and place e stocks
phew~
i wonder how can e customers make such a mess at e place there
is like today u tidy up
and e next day u knew it
it's all messy again
alright, i noe is a 2 dollars shop
but u guys dun hafta go in there and create e whole lot of mess rite..?
imagine if one day ur child get to work there and clear up ur mess
aiyo... wat am i saying
calm down calm down
hahas
and ya,
onli e last 3 days were relaxing
cuz it was stock-take day
and i was e writer!
at last!
wahahahahas
cant imagine myself being e counter again
though it was quite fun
but writer is definately more relaxing! =p
so i will onli post my experience of being a writer
if u all wan to noe how's like being a counter,
feel free to approach eug, timothy and davin
wahahahahas...
okie, i shall begin now
writer mahx...
wat they do is juz write lorr
hahas
e counter will shout a no. to them
den they repeat back e no. again b4 writing down
that's all
e most challenging part is there will be a lot of ppl ard u shouting no.s
so u hafta noe which are e no.s dat your counter shouts
lolz
it all begin smoothly with juz 3 counters under me
though there were no eye contact nor any reply of k
cuz we were at a corner our own
but yea, things dun always go smooth fer me
hahas
soon we were split
and i went to e stationery department wif one counter onli
wow!
that place was like
pasar malam..?
hahas
everyone was juz shouting their own no.
and all of a sudden,
i got 4 counters under me
double wow!
hahas
it was so diff fer me to catch their no. larr
esp when they were spread over a shelving,
no eye-contact
and no ok back frm them
it was like a hearing test fer me
hahas
remind me of e listening comphrehension we used to have in sec sch
awww....
and then there was once when i had to keep walking here and there like a crab cuz they were counting opp shelving
lolz
but peace once regain when they finished it
hahas
cuz they were ask to go do other things
so i was left wif one counter
and guess wat..?
she frm np too
lolz
so qiao rite..?
she's yr 2 if i didnt rmb wrongly
and she's in volleyball!
wahahahahas..
e CCA which i wanted to join!
and im in e CCA which she wanted to join, SCC!
hahas
it's so funny
but guess we wun be able to see each other again cuz i didnt get to ask fer her contact
sighh~
oh ya!
almost forgot to mention abt e warehse stock-taking
hahas
sth reallie funny happened
cuz my uncle not sure how he shld count e basket of things
so he approach sindy
oh ya, have i told u all who is sindy..?
dun think so rite..
well, she's dat red-apron bitch
grr...
e one who think dat she's so big
thinking dat she's right
showing no respect fer others at all
dat G-boob
lolz!
dat's wat huihui named her
cuz there's once she walk past me and her name tag scatched me but not even an apology frm her
roar!
oh well,
shall not waste my time on dat G-boob
wahahahhas..
so ya,
uncle sim asked if he shld count one by one
and she said ya
and so,
we reallie count one by one
lolz
like marking attendance like dat
and practising on pronouncing our one
uncle sim: one
me: one
uncle sim: one
me: one
until e 1st paper was fill up
which was like abt 100plus to 200 one..?
lolz
e one were driving me mad
and there's when dat * say we dun hafta count like dat
dat *toot*
hahas
okie,
back to e new frens part
someone wans to be mentioned
hahas
but i shall say all
liwen, yulin, huiyi, peijing, huihui, kesha, timothy, eugene, davin
(yupp, is huiyi alright.. u didnt see wrongly.. hahas.. that's another funny thing.. there's 2 huiyi and 2 huihui working there.. lolz)
yeah!
all these frens were made and still keeping in touch
heex
it was a lot of fun working
and having lunch wif them
though it was tiring to work 11 days non-stop
but all e laughters kept me going on
hahas
and most of us kanna influence by huihui le
yeah baby!
eeyer!
ni ren bu shi hen hao!
hahas
all these are huihui's famous phrase
and there's one incident regarding huihui which i think we will always rmb
lolz
it happened on e dunno which day
during lunch time
we were all gathered in e office le
except huihui
cuz she didnt have her watch
hahas
so they paged fer her
'paging fer ang huihui,
paging fer ang huihui,
pls report to e office now'
it now become so jing dian dat we will make fun of it quite often
heex.. XDD
hmmmm...
i noe some ppl out there will be waiting fer me to mention abt *ahem ahem
but narh,
i will be ending it here
wahahahahhas
some things are juz meant to be kept low profile
bleahx.. =P
;it's raining men at 12:59:00 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
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heyhey
im finally back
wahahahahas
*clap clap
all thanks to someone
cuz i lost a battle to him
so hafta guai guai de come here and blog
lolz
u beta watch out
i will get my revenge soon!
wahahahahas.. XD
anyway,
dis week hasnt been a smooth week fer me till today
haiz
things juz happen,
causing me to be moody
let's begin wif tues...
can u all imagine dat i took 2 hrs to reach np..?
lolz
juz becuz of e stupid peak hr,
i missed 4 of my buses
causing me to be damn late fer my guitar lesson
haiz
wed - scc
is been damn long since i last saw them le
esp since i miss out e camp
i kept having dis bad feeling dat i wuld be left out once i get back
and true enuff
e yr 1 gals had bonded and sort of noe each other le
except me
still stuck in e beginning
not be able to noe other ppl
but lucky i still have 2 of my frens wif me
if not,
haiz
think i wun be so keen to go scc le
tecky!
join scc again will u..? =(
thurs - went to vivo
knew sth bad was going to happen dat day
cuz my eye kept twitching
n true enuff...
haiz
went to e zinc shop again to see if e bag i wanted was there
cuz i have dis feeling dat...
ya, and it was there
e one which i wanted damn badly
haiz
why did i choose to believe dat salesgal..?
why culd'nt i wait..?
why did i buy dat blue bag..?
haiz
all those zao zhi dao kept poping out
yea, zao zhi dao
if onli i got dat power
den at least i culd prevent e things dat i dun wan frm happening
haiz
ppl always say everything happen fer a reason
reason...
perhaps e reason is we are not fated bahx
perhaps we shld not have dragged till so long
perhaps is time we shld end it
haiz
wat can i say..?
maybe now we've exchanged roles le bahx
im e one dat's being afraid to get hurt now
ever heard b4 wu ke qun - can fei
well,
e chorus spells out my heart
haiz
i dunno wat will happen again if u read dis
but all i can sae now is sorry
i reallie dun wish to see e both of us getting hurt again
fri - went to ps, cathay, suntec, marina square
well,
was suppose to go sentosa de
but it was cancelled
due to some reasons
so we went to ps to watch movie instead
nanny's dairy
it was not bad i suppose
walk ard lata b4 heading to other places
e onli shop which interest me was e bear making shop in suntec
hahas
e shop's so cute
got all those teddy bear stuffs
including bear making
oh man...
i think i will visit e shop again one day and create my own bear
heex
honestly speaking,
i do feel dat im kinda left out dat day
i was juz quietly following u 2 frm behind
while u 2 chatted, laugh and see e things together
perhaps becuz im not in e same sch as u all bahx
well,
dis shows dat frenship does fade
or has it alrdy faded since all e incident happened during our sec 4 life..?
haiz
was suppose to go fer baoc yst
but things always dun go e way u wanted to
like all those dat happened during dis week
haiz...
moody, moody and more moody
;it's raining men at 10:18:00 PM
