*Yang Huiyi
*21 May 90
*JTPS{1C,2CC,3CC,4E,5F,6F}
*CTSS{1a1,2a1,3a1,4a1}
*NP Accountancy
*huiyi_721@hotmail.com
%theLOVES;
HUIYI loves
~ Visiting lala land
~ Music-ing
~ Meaningful Chinese songs
~ Internet-ing
~ TV-ing
~ Horoscope-ing
~ Volleyball
~ Stars & moon
~ Being in e rain
~ honey milk tea, peach red tea, blue coral ice
~ all kind of eggs
~ 7, 21
Last but not least, the 'DEVIL' =DD
Oh, and she ABSOLUTELY adores,
^Rynn Lin Yu Zhong!!!
^Mayday
^Fahrenheit ( Arron )
^Fang Jiong Bin ( AhBin )
^Danson Tang
^HIM
%theDESIRES;
HUIYI absolutely DESIRE
*grow TALLER
*a BIG BIG DOGGIE soft toy
*more n more nice clothings
*mp3
*digital camera/video cam
*contact lens
*Sims games
*GOLDEN RETRIVER
*meet my White Horse
*score WELL in my exams
Friday, October 26, 2007
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feeling damn moody now
haiz
do u noe how envious i was when i heard my classmates toking abt their parents..?
abt how they hug each other..
abt how they joke ard..
abt how they went shopping together..
and so on...
all e fun times they have together
but wat abt me..?
all i got was e naggings frm granny and
e scoldings frm u when i do sth wrong
yet not a praise when i did sth rite
all i ever wanted was juz a bit of family warmth
why muz u deprive me of dat..?
e concern which i wan frm u is not those qns dat u ask me everytime
where am i going..
where did i go last nite until so late
wat do i wan fer lunch..
and all those qns abt studies and exam
NO!
this is not e type of concern i wan
wat i wanted was juz some fatherly love and care frm u
and some warmth in dis family
u nvr know how i feel
u nvr seem to be happy wif wat i do and wat i get
like my previous guitar lessons
not being able to learn piano has alrdy been my greatest regret
yet u still deprive me frm my guitar
im alrdy paying e fees my own
wat more do u wan..?
like my results in sch
u nvr seem to be happy wif wat grades i got
all u noe is juz to compare me wif others
compare me wif e better ones
but i am who i am!
stop comparing me wif them!
i hate dis!
i noe im not as clever as them
i noe i watch tv all e time
but dat doesnt mean i dun study!
haiz
sometimes i juz wonder wat do i study fer
my mother will say study fer my future
but wif all those negative comments frm u have make me dislike studying
all those efforts dat i've put in
it seems so.... i dunno
it juz made me felt like there's no reason fer studying at all
since u were nvr satisfied
im still a teenager!
wat i wanted was juz to grow up happily!
to be cheerful and smile everyday!
and to be doted by u
like when i was young
but i noe all these will be impossible
haiz
if werent fer dat promise i had made to him
i wonder where wuld i be now
how many times have i tot of jumping down
how many times have i tot of taking dat penknife and cut it down my wrist
im juz a failure inside out
be it family
or frens
or even my relationships
nth ever seems to be right fer me
haiz
im so sick of this
i have no more strength to live in dis cruel reality anymore...
and all i wished fer now is juz to go into deep slp and nvr to be woken again...
;it's raining men at 8:04:00 PM
