Sunday, November 30, 2008 - :

if it hurts so much for u to hold on,
then i wuld rather let u go now
then to see u go thru all e sufferings...

;it's raining men at 2:28:00 PM

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as hui2 had said
this week will be my suay week
and yes,
it had been my suay-est week

firstly,
sth bad happen
which i dun wish to mention

secondly,
e lightbulb in my room and living room was spoilt

thirdly,
my hp charger is spoilt

last but not least,
i met a strange uncle on friday

was Q-ing up at e bus 282 when there was an uncle in front of me
then e bus came
i dunno wat he was doing
but he was sort of like mumbling
then e bus came
and he didnt move
so i tap him and said e bus is here
then he gave me a strange look
and tried to hold my arms
so i quickly walk past him and board e bus
and yea,
it happen as what u all are thinking now
he board e bus
and walk towards me
as i was praying he wuld juz ignored me
then he wanted to sit beside me
lucky i put my bag there
if not sure gone case
so i told him there's other seats
and he can sit there
and he chose to sit behind me
=.=

throughout e journey,
he tried toking to me
but i ignored
listening to my hp
it was until when he tap my shoulders
then i culdnt tahan
and stared him back
and he said he want to shake my hand
i juz snapped back
no, i dun wan
and again,
i said i dun wan

but wat makes me angry e most was e passengers on board e bus knew wat was going on all this long
when we first board e bus until i alight
yet, no one bother to help me
except a malay guy
he heard me
and turn back to ask if i wanna change seat
but i told him im afraid he wuld follow
and he said i culd sit beside him
ended up,
i didnt
i move to the seat behind him
next,
he asked me wat happen
and seems like his fren,
whom was not on board e bus
also sense that sth was going to happen
cuz he was on the phone wif someone
and was toking abt my case
he asked where i stayed
and i think i gave him a silly answer
is like duh...
e bus onli goes to clementi
hahas
so he asked me which block
and said he wuld alight wif me if he follows
it wun trouble him as he leaves juz a few streets away
omtian,
his that sentence touched me sia
and soon,
it was my stop to alight
so i get down e bus asap
and e guy did alight wif me
and when i looked back,
e old man was getting down oso
so i faster cross e road without bidding goodbye to e guy as he was on the phone
while cross-ing e road,
i kept looking back
and i think he sort of bidded bye to me
culdnt reallie see clearly cuz i wasnt wearing my specs
come to think of it,
i think i was rather rude
cuz i didnt thank him fer the help
but everything was too sudden
all i culd think of was to get home asap
i know he wun read it
but i still wan to express my graditude to him
hope he will be able to feel it

at least now i know there's still someone kind living in this area...
=))

;it's raining men at 1:53:00 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008 - :

27/11/08
will be one of the days i hate most!
everything dun seems to go my way today!
roar!

;it's raining men at 11:27:00 PM

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it's my 300th post!
and i noe im missing out a lot of things

1) FLH
2) Energy
3) Wedding Dinner

lolz
acutally,
it's juz a FEW onli
hahahahhahas

;it's raining men at 8:00:00 AM

Monday, November 17, 2008 - :

i sense a change
do you..?

i sense a drift...
do you..?

我怀念的
是无话不说。。。

;it's raining men at 1:09:00 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 - :

wanted to blog abt sth happy
but juz realise i dun have anything happy to blog
sighh~

i think i caught e emo germs spreading in SCC
and im now back to my emo period
my feelings are juz like a roller-coaster
it has past its highest peak
and now returning to its low peak

anyway,
spent some time on sat fer i&e
chose e templates and draw some onto e bottles
blog fer it will be up soon..
=))

;it's raining men at 12:19:00 AM

Saturday, November 08, 2008 - :

im sorry
i didnt mean those things i said

im sorry
i juz needed some time alone

im sorry
i noe u're juz concerned abt me

im sorry
if i've hurt u

im sorry...

;it's raining men at 11:13:00 PM

Sunday, November 02, 2008 - :

nightmare is finally over
no big mistakes made
but i forget e 'kiang kiang'
arghh~

that's e part im most confident abt
and yet i forgot it
haiz...

specially wore my owl necklace dat day
cuz someone likes owl
so owl represents someone
i believe that someone will bless me during e performance
and e thought of that reallie did calm me down
heex

i noe it's silly of me to think that way
but i enjoyed being silly..
=PP

;it's raining men at 1:09:00 AM