*Yang Huiyi
*21 May 90
*JTPS{1C,2CC,3CC,4E,5F,6F}
*CTSS{1a1,2a1,3a1,4a1}
*NP Accountancy *huiyi_721@hotmail.com
%theLOVES; HUIYIloves
~ Visiting lala land
~ Music-ing
~ Meaningful Chinese songs
~ Internet-ing
~ TV-ing
~ Horoscope-ing
~ Volleyball
~ Stars & moon
~ Being in e rain
~ honey milk tea, peach red tea, blue coral ice
~ all kind of eggs
~ 7, 21
Last but not least, the 'DEVIL' =DD
Oh, and she ABSOLUTELYadores, ^Rynn Lin Yu Zhong!!!
^Mayday
^Fahrenheit ( Arron )
^Fang Jiong Bin ( AhBin )
^Danson Tang
^HIM
%theDESIRES; HUIYIabsolutelyDESIRE
*grow TALLER
*a BIG BIG DOGGIE soft toy
*more n more nice clothings
*mp3 *digital camera/video cam
*contact lens
*Sims games
*GOLDEN RETRIVER
*meet my White Horse
*score WELL in my exams
Saturday, February 28, 2009
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i think im onli good at making frens but not good at keeping them if not, why do all my frens drift away as time pass by..?
im not someone that's good at words but i valued them a lot in my heart it reallie hurts a lot when one by one betrayed me or hurt me so much so that i feel im locking myself inside my own world and not opening up to others all the talks that im having with ppl now are jux mainly surface talk one that jux touches certain topic but nvr read much into it
im protecting myself now from all the hurts that i've received im cutting down on my conversations now so that u all wun understand me nor have a chance to hurt me
i thought of using this holiday to shorten e drifts i have but a thought will always be a thought right now, i jux feel like being 爱就宅一起 de 陈默默 当个容易被遗忘的人 (be someone that is easily forgotten)
;it's raining men at 1:37:00 AM
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exam is finally over that's one thing to be happy abt but on the other hand this is e first time i feel so not confident abt passing them all that saying of want to do well and improve my gpa are jux nth during e study period im jux not in the mood to study this sem i dunno why kept getting distracted and stuffs sighh~
anyway, i met a granny on bus on wed who calls herself huai dan popo she gave me 3 sweets which are still inside my pants' pocket =XX she's 71 and she reminds me of my granny though she has white hair all over her head but she's still able to travel by bus walk ard and communicate with others unlike mine now sometimes i reallie wished that time wuld turn back round to the time when my granny is still healthy moving ard in e hse i wuld rather she come in my room now and then to look thru my stuffs than to see her sitting on e sofa everyday with that 'no-expression' face
;it's raining men at 1:29:00 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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fell in love with them recently after their latest album...
i feel like an idiot or e stupidest person in the world..
why do i always make decisions that i will regret in the end..? i know that i wun be able to let it go from the start yet, i still choose to end it why am i such a fool..? if i could be that much smarter, perhaps i wun be going thru e pain im having now..
e past seems so near yet so far all e memories are jux haunting me and the msn chat logs they are simply sinking me further into e whirlpool
why cant we return back to e past..? why cant we be like normal frens..? why cant u talk to me again..? or even jux nudge me on e msn saying hi..?
i've decided not to go for OIAP simply because of my brother
initially, i was having a hard time making a decision there are jux somethings which i cant leave here for 6 mths esp my granny she's my greatest worry brother is right my granny is onli left with her body now her mind and soul are like gone and entering her body once in a while right now, the onli qns she asked me everyday is whether i've eaten anot it reallie pains my heart that's e qn she used to ask me everytime when i come home and she wuld always cook instand noodles for me if my answer is no
anyway, back to topic wat my brother told me is correct e family is not like a family now granny is alrdy half-gone father ignts mother is another worry and he've walked 6 yrs longer than me that's why he's sharing his experience with me so that i wuld be better than him next time when i grow up
and because of this, i've decided not to go for OIAP i've decided to listen to whatever my brother says cause he's e only one i can ask for advice now in this family.
