*Yang Huiyi
*21 May 90
*JTPS{1C,2CC,3CC,4E,5F,6F}
*CTSS{1a1,2a1,3a1,4a1}
*NP Accountancy *huiyi_721@hotmail.com
%theLOVES; HUIYIloves
~ Visiting lala land
~ Music-ing
~ Meaningful Chinese songs
~ Internet-ing
~ TV-ing
~ Horoscope-ing
~ Volleyball
~ Stars & moon
~ Being in e rain
~ honey milk tea, peach red tea, blue coral ice
~ all kind of eggs
~ 7, 21
Last but not least, the 'DEVIL' =DD
Oh, and she ABSOLUTELYadores, ^Rynn Lin Yu Zhong!!!
^Mayday
^Fahrenheit ( Arron )
^Fang Jiong Bin ( AhBin )
^Danson Tang
^HIM
%theDESIRES; HUIYIabsolutelyDESIRE
*grow TALLER
*a BIG BIG DOGGIE soft toy
*more n more nice clothings
*mp3 *digital camera/video cam
*contact lens
*Sims games
*GOLDEN RETRIVER
*meet my White Horse
*score WELL in my exams
Sunday, March 29, 2009
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27/3 02:08 R.I.P
didnt expect this day to come so fast but it still did all this while i have been telling myself to slowly let go the doctor told us not to have high hope and i knew that this day wuld come sooner or later but i still wasnt fully prepared for it yet
my heart feels empty now afterall, we have been living tgt for 18plus year tonight is the first night without u and i dun like the feeling
all the memories now wuld be kept in my mind and u will forever live in my heart cux my family will always consist of 5 ppl father, mother, brother, me and last but not least you, my granny...
;it's raining men at 9:27:00 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
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i hate myself i hate myself for being such a coward i hate myself to be scare of sth called balloon
e onli memory i have of myself playing balloon was veri young i still rmbed it was a macdonal balloon frm ginza it was rolling freely on e floor when it suddenly hit e chair and burst that was e last time i played balloon ever since up till ndp when i master my courage to have contact with balloons again but now, i would cover my ears and walk away as fast as possible when i see a balloon i dun like e sight of it at all
if onli the burst of e balloon could be softer or silent perhaps i wun be so scare of it then argh! i hate myself! useless coward!
i cry for 4 reasons 1. when i got betrayed by a fren 2. when i felt hurt, reallie hurt 3. when i think abt my granny 4. when i watch a scene with someone die-ing
i emo is cause i feel sad i dun hide my feelings i show them out as what they are
u said i behave like a drama then why doesnt my 'drama' has a happy ending they often say u will have happiness if u got e courage to acheive it i picked up my courage to talk to u hoping we wuld get back to e past when everything was going on fine but wat do i get in e end..? i onli got ur cold replies and ur rejections
i got it i understand wat u mean i wun let others worry abt me anymore from now onwards, i will kip smiling in front of others be it whether im happy or not i will jux kip on putting a 'mask' i will not shed a tears in front of others nor emo too unless when im alone so to all others, if u all ever see me emo or cry give me a slap or maybe jux a scolding will do to remind me of wat i said today as of 11/3/09 11.29pm..
;it's raining men at 11:04:00 PM
Monday, March 09, 2009
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SCC Concert is over! finally! to onli have a week to prepare for concert afta a cui-ed exam CUI~~ lolz i crashed 3 times and i forget e fill-in parts sighh~ i reallie need a lot of practices in my drumming and i still got a lot to learn too
like my hair that day is super duper nice but my make-up looks a bit like yao nv like that =XX
photos shall be uploaded when i feel like it...
i dropped my camera... T.T
;it's raining men at 12:22:00 AM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
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it hurts to feel that one's concern is not needed it reallie hurts...
and i dun wan to be sick! sore throat leave me as far as possible! i wan to eat my carrot cake! T.T
