*Yang Huiyi
*21 May 90
*JTPS{1C,2CC,3CC,4E,5F,6F}
*CTSS{1a1,2a1,3a1,4a1}
*NP Accountancy *huiyi_721@hotmail.com
%theLOVES; HUIYIloves
~ Visiting lala land
~ Music-ing
~ Meaningful Chinese songs
~ Internet-ing
~ TV-ing
~ Horoscope-ing
~ Volleyball
~ Stars & moon
~ Being in e rain
~ honey milk tea, peach red tea, blue coral ice
~ all kind of eggs
~ 7, 21
Last but not least, the 'DEVIL' =DD
Oh, and she ABSOLUTELYadores, ^Rynn Lin Yu Zhong!!!
^Mayday
^Fahrenheit ( Arron )
^Fang Jiong Bin ( AhBin )
^Danson Tang
^HIM
%theDESIRES; HUIYIabsolutelyDESIRE
*grow TALLER
*a BIG BIG DOGGIE soft toy
*more n more nice clothings
*mp3 *digital camera/video cam
*contact lens
*Sims games
*GOLDEN RETRIVER
*meet my White Horse
*score WELL in my exams
Thursday, April 30, 2009
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i wun make the same mistake again..
i wun fully trust a person again so much so that i will pour my heart to him/her cux in the end, the one getting hurt will be . .. ME
i 'lost' a friend now, i lost my granny who else am i going to lose next..?
im tired both mentally and physically i need some warmth in e flat im staying i dun feel like keeping to e promise anymore
;it's raining men at 11:50:00 PM
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i once said b4 i dun wan and will not change cux i find it scary how ppl changes over time but actually deep inside, i know im changing as well
im becoming more and more protective of myself im wearing more and more 'masks' so that i wun let anyone understand me nor give them a chance to hurt me
but actually, these masks are wearing me off sometimes, i dun even understand myself
;it's raining men at 11:25:00 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
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sometimes i feel lost lost abt family lost abt friends lost abt life lost abt anything and everything
but there's jux this one promise to him which i have to keep and will be keeping it forever
because i once said 'Promises are not meant to be broken'
;it's raining men at 2:05:00 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
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izzit because im thinking too much in the day or because my missing have increased ever since that i dreamt of u for 2 nights
i cant rmb wat i dreamt last nite shld be sth unpleasant that's why i forgotten all abt it but i rmb e previous night's dream
the setting wasnt in somewhere white nor somewhere black/red it was in our hse
u were still sitting on the sofa e same expression like before but suddenly, ur left hand started moving brother and me were standing at a dist stunned and the next thing i know, u were back to normal u culd start walking and moving ard again u went back to ur rm and i dunno why there's a new sofa in there u sitted down and started talking while brother and i were sitting on e floor listening i dun rmb e conversation i onli know we had a fun time then
and my alarm went off grr~ why izzit so that i cant finish any dream..? wasnt feeling happy so i went back to slp again trying to continue the dream but the next dream i have we were at e funeral alrdy
is this wat we often call 回光返照？ does anyone knows decipher dreams..? i wanna know e meaning of my dream
;it's raining men at 11:55:00 AM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
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let's be happy and smile for once
范逸臣 - 無樂不作
;it's raining men at 12:53:00 AM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
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why is it that when ppl leave, the things that belonged to them have to go as well..?
mother and father are throwing away granny's bed now including her pillow and blanket i wished i culd keep granny's blanket cux she made it herself u know how old ppl use 100 small pieces of different cloths and sew tgt to become a blanket..? yea, granny did that and she often used to tell me how comfortable is it how well it culd keep her warm in the night
i wan to keep it cux it's granny's hardwork i even wan to use it so that i can feel granny's warmth in the middle of the night
i dun dare to take a last look at it when it's being thrown cux im afraid i wun be able to control my tears
世界另一边
;it's raining men at 12:18:00 PM
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kind of disappointed cux u didnt come back last nite...
it's e 9th day u left and i've been telling myself all this while that i shld be happy for u cux it's a freedom to u at least u wun have to endure e pain anymore it hurts to hear u moan whenever daddy carries u it hurts to see dried skin all over ur body and it hurts to see ur appetite dropping day by day
i hope u will be fine living on the other side of the world...
;it's raining men at 12:16:00 AM
Friday, April 03, 2009
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yst was 初七 and i supposed u did come back cux brother said e calliflower drop out from the lunch box e spoon and e sweets were moved
i had a tough time falling aslp last nite kept flipping and tossing from 10.30 to almost 12 brother said he saw a moth in ur room last nite and now, there's a small moth in the kitchen
auntie said u might sneak back again tonight so we placed some food that u like on e table i know u will come back cux u missed us too pls try to eat more this time
and today is my day 5 of missing u...
;it's raining men at 10:00:00 PM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
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i cried myself to slp again last nite it's e 3rd day without you and im still not used to it
yst, i was telling my fren how pity it was that i culdnt inherit ur cooking skills i used to wander ard in the kitchen when u're cooking trying to see if i can help out in anything and learn sth frm u but u nvr fail to chase me out cux i was still young at that time but when i finally grew up, u stopped cooking le now, i culd onli miss those dishes u once cooked though it was simple home-cooked meals it wuld always be the most delicious dishes i have eaten
i cant stop thinking of u whenever i see ur photo u were smiling happily in it brother says is becux during that time u were happy that u are going to be discharge soon but i dun see that smile on u when u were at home are u reallie happy staying in this hse..?
i still rmb ur last look lying on the bed ur right eye was still open i asked brother why didnt father close ur eye b4 they carry u away he replied that father did but u wuldnt close ur eyes perhaps u culdnt bear to leave us too
it was abt a week ago b4 u left when i saw a moth in ur room did grandpa come and look for u..? brother said he saw a moth in the bathroom e morning u left uncle and auntie said they saw a moth at the wake at 6am for the next 2 days i know u missed us so do i i hope i can see u again e monk said u wuld be back during one of these 49 days i dunno which day it wuld be but i hope i wun miss the chance again to see you...
