Wednesday, April 01, 2009
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i cried myself to slp again last nite
it's e 3rd day without you
and im still not used to it
yst,
i was telling my fren how pity it was that i culdnt inherit ur cooking skills
i used to wander ard in the kitchen when u're cooking
trying to see if i can help out in anything and learn sth frm u
but u nvr fail to chase me out
cux i was still young at that time
but when i finally grew up,
u stopped cooking le
now,
i culd onli miss those dishes u once cooked
though it was simple home-cooked meals
it wuld always be the most delicious dishes i have eaten
i cant stop thinking of u whenever i see ur photo
u were smiling happily in it
brother says is becux during that time u were happy that u are going to be discharge soon
but i dun see that smile on u when u were at home
are u reallie happy staying in this hse..?
i still rmb ur last look lying on the bed
ur right eye was still open
i asked brother why didnt father close ur eye b4 they carry u away
he replied that father did
but u wuldnt close ur eyes
perhaps u culdnt bear to leave us too
it was abt a week ago b4 u left when i saw a moth in ur room
did grandpa come and look for u..?
brother said he saw a moth in the bathroom e morning u left
uncle and auntie said they saw a moth at the wake at 6am for the next 2 days
i know u missed us
so do i
i hope i can see u again
e monk said u wuld be back during one of these 49 days
i dunno which day it wuld be
but i hope i wun miss the chance again to see you...
;it's raining men at 4:24:00 PM
